uhhh

So yeah some guys have the nerve to tell me they think my lips would look good around their penis?
no
that shit pisses me off!
today was annoying and aggravating!
Teachers Lie!
Boys are gay!
and Darnell needs to go away.
but I love Sian <3
thank god for her
I would like die without her
uh!
I feel healthy today Due to Some weightlifting and running in soccer today =]
I'm excited
it might snow tomorrow and I really hope it does we need the snow BAADD.
actually i really just need the day off =]
Friday will be fun though
I get to be with the people I actually Enjoy Spending time with. =]
Even though its going to be crazy
I have a feeling we wont ever forget it =]
Fun stuff <3

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So apparently I'm just the girl who guys like to be friends with, oh but wait... I'm also the girl they'd be willing to try or do anything with but not date..
God!
guys are so stupid... I mean honestly my bad for not being a size fucking 0! and my bad for not knowing or liking EVERYTHING you do
and my bad if I'm not going to suck your penis... god! guys are so stupid! I don't know why I even bother, and THEN when I actually do find a guy that isn't like that... He just sees me as a friend too. God wtf? am I not a chick? Someone just give me a fucking strap on!
I HATE having feelings for someone.. and then thinking that maybe they like me too but then get crushed when I find out.. I'm "friend" material
AKA
NO THANKS!
god guys uhhh I wish they honestly knew how girls feel...
well normal girls
not the ones on their knees 24/7.
Oh well
what can I do...
I'm not willing to change who I am for guys so I guess I'm just going to be Friends with all these guys for the rest of my fucking life..
because I refuse to suck a guys penis for him to like me ... Sorry I don't look like a fucking Megan Moore do I?