Sunday, July 15, 2007

ahh Lifes lessons


well, Me and Tyler are no more due to the simple fact that he cheated on me. End of story.

So after a long argument I ended it, and He still doesn't get it... WHAT A GUY!!!

anyways, Its ok I'm leaving day after tomorrow to go stay with my family In Utah for a month. It will be a great getaway, and It's going to be awesome to see all of my cousins and friends in Utah. It will be cool to see how much things have changed since I last visited 2 years ago. I'm also really excited to see my friend Rick! I haven't seen him since Last summer and it was for like 30 min. we plan on going to lagoon, which is a theme park much like Kings dominion Only better =D its full of Mormons! ha ha Just kidding. but its alot more fun! I also get to see my friend Devan =] That should be fun, I haven't seen him for a while, Just text messages here and there. I'm excited to leave. I might not come back ha ha If i have too much fun, It wouldn't be a big deal if i stayed, I think the only reason to come back would be to see my good friends =] so your welcome. I'm realizing more and more everyday How much my friends mean to me. This summer has really shown me who my true friends are. I have also come to the conclusion that Happiness=Future heartbreak... but what can ya do? just live life day by day that's what.

Monday, July 2, 2007

Whats wrong with this?


Yeah so It's technically only been one full day because I last saw him yesterday morning.

It's so crazy though because it seems like its been a month already! which I kind of wish it has, because then I wouldnt have to wait so long to see him again! uhgh!

im so retarded this shouldnt be bugging me like this, but for some odd reason it is. It's weird, Im so used to being able to see him whenever I want. He lives next door its pretty convenient but now that hes not there anymore its killing me!

I've been trying to keep my mind off of it by working, and cleaning, and behind the wheel, and summer school.

No matter how hard I try though i cant stop thinking about him.

I wish there was some way he could call me, or he could find a computer to get on even if it was just for 6 min. It would be better then 6 min i sit there missing him. UGh this is torture, August 14th I kinda want you to hurry up and get here!