I'm not a bad person.
I've never done this before.
I don't want anyone to think this was the plan all along... because trust me it wasn't
The feelings are all the same.
It's just the circumstances that are different.
It didn't seem like it would be a big deal earlier...
But then it really happened... and Now it seems like it's all I can think about.
I don't want to... but I feel like it's the only thing TO do.
Ugh
Why can't life be simple....
I don't want the wrong Idea to be taken from this...
So just don't interpret it.
Just wait...
It will all come....
It's still a thought process in the making...
don't worry please.
