Saturday, May 17, 2008

So what's holding you back?


Isn't it annoying when you have this best friend, and She ignores you when she is around other people, Blows you off for new people, and then when shes around those people and shes not ignoring you, you almost don't want to be around her because she acts totally different. I hate that. and it seems like my best friend is doing that alot lately. I haven't even had the time to talk to her about it. I mean even the weekend I was staying at her house she blew me off for her other friends, I was at her house with her family bored while she left and went with her other friends. I mean I don't care that she has other friends, I like those people too, I just hate how she can't include me or she can't Stay to her word when she says we are going to hang out. That's messed up if you already have someone at your house and then you leave them to go hang out with your other friends. maybe invite her along? or invite them over or tell them you cant hang out. I would never have done that to her. I also feel like she's getting this attitude that's like "I'm a senior so I'm better than you." which is BS and that's how she acts when shes around them, only its starting to stick. I just don't feel like she's being a good best friend right now. I feel like i have to remind her that we are best friends and then shes like... "oh yeah duh!"... but not really. Ugh I don't know it's really been bothering me lately and I almost just want to quit trying... but that would be dumb, I need to talk to her about it. If there was ever time for me... we'll see... ugh