So I got into The College of Idaho or "C of I" as they call it.
I'm extremely excited! It's exactly what I want.
It's made me think alot about how things will be changing in the next few months.
Also, alot of Drama has gone on that has made me think of a few things as well....
I don't know what I've decided... but I know what I've been thinking.
I'm thinking I don't know what I'm doing, and I don't know what I should be doing... I'm wondering if any of this is worth it? If It's as real as I think it is?
If I should just leave it alone or dig for deeper thoughts..... I'm not even worried about her, or her lies.... this is all about me, and what I'm thinking....
things are really great!
but for some reason when I say that... it doesnt feel as real as it has before... almost like its a lie?
I don't know what to do....
weird how it can never be how you want it..
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