Wednesday, May 2, 2007

MUFC


I often find myself thinking of this one person.
This person is someone I love to be around, and there is never a dull moment.
He is a very mysterious person as well, and when I say mysterious I dont mean about his whole life, but it seems to be very hard for him to tell someone he likes them, or to show it.
There have been a few close calls.
If you didn't know him well you might think he was a stuck up cocky jerk that hates the world, and is only interested in one thing.
He usually has this look on his face like "Why the hell are you talking to me"
but really he is one of the nicest, most caring people I know.
Yes, he is good looking but you wouldn't think that unless you really knew him.
I've had these feelings for him for quite some time now, They kind of get stronger and weaker, but they never get me anywhere.
That's actually okay with me.
I love being his best friend, and I love spending time with him.
I dont need a title to enjoy his company.
He's never had a girlfriend, but could have any girl he wanted.
He's not like other guys.
He is very considerate of girls, and he doesn't think of them as property or sex toys.
He could care less about having sex right now.
That makes him even more attractive.
He tries to be nice to everyone he cares about.
He's not completely nice all the time though,
If you've done something he doesn't like, or you hate him and he hates you.
He just won't talk to you unless necessary.
He wouldn't bully anyone, just ignore them.
He's a one of a kind person, and I'm so glad to have met him.
Yesterday we were talking about our elementary school memories,
where the girls would chase the boys on the playground,
all the mean nicknames people gave us,
the class pets we had,
and all the teachers.
and remembering our middle school days as well,
when we pwnd in Dodgeball in 8th grade,
and he was my date to the "8th grade prom"
all the crap we gave our gym teacher,
who was actually the best gym teacher we have ever had.
I think just being with a person like that, like him, and being able to share stuff like memories of
childhood, is wayy better then the title "boyfriend girlfriend."
He still has his untouched, unknown boundry that no one has ever passed,
which is fine, and it just makes him who he is.
He knows what he wants to do with his life, and family comes before anything with him.
He is the "non-existant, no such thing, rare, once in a lifetime" kinda guy.
any girl that ends up with him,
is the luckiest girl alive.
I will always have feelings for him,
but, I won't ever let that stop me from being his best friend.

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