Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Why do I have to complicate things?


Woman's nature...to want to be loved, and be told shes beautiful, the women always want to be with him all the time, and tell him everything because she knows that He will always care.....
Ugh I have that! why do I have to be so retarded! I seem to always turn the Mood from fun, happy, smiley.. to Sad, mad, and frustrated... and I know neither of us like that mood... who does?
but for some reason... I always have to make it that way!
I really don't mean to.
I don't even realize when it's happening... I just notice after the "bomb has been dropped".
Ugh
I just want it to be like it was before... I want my mind to stop steering into all these directions that it's been forced into before..
Just because the guys before lied, and only said things so I would be more vulnerable.. does not mean he is!
I know this!
why does my mind keep blowing everything out of proportion...
god...
I just need to be with him.

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