On the verge of something new.

Lately, he's seemed closer, a bit more open. It's been nice. I'm starting to think that maybe there is something that could happen. Maybe I was wrong at thinking that he wouldn't ever have feelings for anyone, especially me. I dont know maybe I'm just thinking these things because its what I want to think. I dont know it just seems like everyday we get closer and closer. He's tried to make me laugh alot more lately, it's kind of ovious.. he applied for a job at my work, and is extremely eager to get it. Which is weird because the pay isn't that great... I promise.. so I dont know like I said maybe it's just what I want to happen so my mind is looking for signs that he might actually like me even if its not true. Who knows. It would be nice if we could get into a deep conversation where we tell eachother how we feel. We've been close a few times, who knows maybe if we start working together we will end up talking about our feelings. We'd be together alot more then, and who knows. It's just seemed different.... in a good way. He's my best friend though so it might be kind of weird if anything did happen... I dont know feelings are confusing UGHHHH
maybe its the start of something new....