Wednesday, July 8, 2009

EL-OH-VI-EEE


What is wrong with that word?
LOVE
Why does it cause you problems?
Am I a problem?
That night we talked for hours... You told me you loved me and it was soo Sincere so real!
How can you just ignore that!
after everything we've been through everything we've talked about.
You know how you feel.
I know how you feel... well I thought I did.
but if you refuse to use this four letter word just because you say it "does nothing but causes you problems"
then at least show it!
You don't have to literally say the word! SHOW ME YOU LOVE ME!
I show you everyday!
I do so much for you and I'd do anything you wanted ANYTHING!
I'm not asking you to be my prince charming and make it so that I dont have to lift a finger...
I just want to be appreciated.. and I want to KNOW you love me... not assume..
I don't know why it's like you put up this wall... but it's not even first instinct you remind yourself to put this wall up.
Why are you blocking me out!
please just tell me!
you won't even talk to me about it!
HOW can you expect me to just wait around for you.... I won't wait forever.
Yes I love you more than anything.. but I also need to be loved more than anything...
If you refuse to do that then I guess you're refusing me.
I just wish I knew what you were thinking.
I wish you could see what I'm thinking.
It hurts so bad to tell you I love you and then get a reply like
"you can tell me you love me, thats fine.. I just refuse to use that word because it causes problems for me"
WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN!!!!!!

You're suffocating me!


Please! GIVE ME AIR!!!
I don't want to let you go.. but it seems that you want me to!?!
You're so back and forth with your emotions I can't keep up!
Help me please!
Just help.

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