So I don't understand why you like hurting peoples feelings? You talk about Peace and love and everyone getting along, but then you go and hurt people without caring, you leave people in the cold and don't think twice about what you've just done.
You're selfish. Always thinking of Numero uno. You act as though your this great guy that gets along with everyone. Your a hippy, no wait your hardcore... oh but yesterday you were just a film maker from Texas that liked to play lacrosse, your dads a preacher but until recently, there is no such thing as god. Your against war and you think enslaving children is wrong, yet you tell people you would like to bring a child from Cambodia just to make you tacos!? You can never tell anyone how you feel and mean it, yet say it in a normal way. Life isn't a song, its not a poem and not everything can be told that way so stop trying to make it work.
Yes your still a good friends you just have a few personal issues to work out. We miss the old you, the one that was caring and nice and didn't try to change for other people. The one who knew what he wanted, and didn't really care what anyone thought about it.. yet wasn't rude about it. I'm not the only one who sees this, your other friends see it too. We all miss the old you. That one week wasn't what changed you. You've been different since the beginning of this year. You gradually get worse.
Before, we kind of just put up with it... but now that you've affected our group of friends to the point where one little thing as dumb as "not being able to come over" sets off an explosion of emotion she was holding inside her. Pain and anger you caused her. we all know you made a dumb choice. and though you agree, I don't think you really do. I think you don't care about what you did to her. you don't care how awkward you have made getting together with everyone. You are still just thinking about yourself and what you have on your mind. You don't care that you hurt her. She tells you how she feels and you just act like a 3 year old getting told to do something over and over. We all know it's never hard for you to understand things... you live for music and lyrics, you spend all your time writing poetry about EVERYTHING. so not understanding something as simple as "I miss YOU not what we did" , or "who you were before is not who you are now" would be an invalid excuse.
You don't really have an excuse. so stop your acting stop acting like it affects you so deeply. who are you fooling? not us, we know you really don't think twice about it. You're happier not having an amazing relationship that "blew your mind" for some fantasy that's never going to happen.
Yeah you did screw up BIG TIME
and yes you still have your friends...and we still care about you, which is why you need to know this... you've hurt someone who did nothing but care about you, and that affects all of us.
WAY TO GO!
way to be a jerk to someone who's intentions were only to love, as you said you would.
Nobody likes a fake or a liar...
Think about it.
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