I want my life back

ugh, I'm so tired of being here.

I'm tired of alot of the people here, and I'm tired of my parents.

I'm tired of being away from you.

I want to be with my family, I want to be where I belong.

I can't wait to leave this place.. and say goodbye to everything that I've had to put up with for the past 13 years.

I just want to be my own person, do what I want to do.

Sure that sounds immature and juvenile.. but i don't care.

everyone wants independence.

I am just so much happier out there than here.

I feel so trapped here.

I never wanted to leave.

I've wanted to go back since I left.

February 19, 2009 needs to come fast.

I don't hate everything and everyone out here.

I love my friends.

I wouldn't be able to live without them.

Everything just feels so aggravating.. ugh I just can't even put the feeling into words.

I miss him, i miss my family, I miss being free, I miss not having parents there to set dumb rules that serve no purpose but to make them feel more powerful.

I hate my step dad.

I hate not being able to sleep in my own room.

I just want My life lived MY way.

that's all.

UGH Teenage years... Ill miss them when they're over...

but for now....

I don't care much for them.