Missing you

Ugh I knew this would happen.

I knew this would come after the fun.

No, our relationship is amazing.

It's as beautiful as ever.

I just miss you.

More than I've ever missed anyone before.

I love talking to you for hours at a time... I just wish we had more time to talk.

I love talking about the times we had.

I miss them.

like the time when we were laying with each other just looking into each others eyes and we fell asleep.

that was the longest and best nap I've ever taken just because it was with you.

I love how when we finally did wake up we just layed there and talked.

and when we played it was like we were 7 I loved playing with you.

You would tickle me and I would tickle you. we would give each other a hard time, and just have fun.

I remember listening to music with you, paying attention to every lyric and noticing how much our feelings related

to the songs.

I miss your hugs.

they are so much more comforting than anyones.

Not because your better at giving hugs, but because its a different kind of love I get out of those hugs.

I miss holding your hand when we walked around, and always having you there right next to me.

The car rides we would take, when I would drive and tell you about everything, and you would just smile and keep your hand on my leg.

I miss every look you have ever given me, I miss every touch. I miss everything about you.

I can't wait to see you this summer. It's going to seem like forever getting there.

but once I do, I know I will be alright, because I will finally be with you.

the guy I love.

the guy I would do anything for.

The guy that never wants to hurt me, and always lets me know how much he cares.

I love you, and It will be great to be in your arms again.